Yes, No, Maybe.

Vaccines, Viruses and Chemtrails

A different article was in mind when I first started this piece, one with a theme that is decidedly more “big picture” in scope. That composition will eventually have its day in the sun, but I got sidelined by a persistent nudge to first address three often-contentious topics: vaccines, viruses and chemtrails.

I am making this detour for my own sanity and a kind of completion. After 25+ years I have grown weary of giving attention and energy to these subjects, both in general and in exchanges that follow predictable patterns of discussion with equally predictable outcomes. I also want to share how I have been informed beyond viewpoints of contemporary authors and researchers whose works I trust.

Given my background in the esoteric I am highlighting information sourced from our own material acquired during the Lightsmith years. Over time we opened many opportunities for people to ask questions of the Earth Mother or our friends in Spirit as they joined us through Michele. Direct quotes of such information are noted as such. Personal opinions will be obvious. My intention is simply to lend perspective, to highlight certain points in a single resource I can point to rather than rehashing again and again in bits and bobs.

In these times we are transiting a reality shift that by its nature is sorting the valid from the invalid…the wheat from the chaff, so to speak. Confusion will be transformed to clarity, and illusion will be dispelled and scattered to the winds. Viewpoints shared here are subject to that same sorting process, so time will reveal their validity or dissolve them into irrelevance.

Chemtrails

Seems the simpler place to begin.

Aerosolizing substances and spraying them into the atmosphere is not a new technology. The lingering chemical clouds that result from that spraying are what some people call chemtrails, not to be confused with normal condensation trails. The technical term is stratospheric aerosol injection. And no, not every line in the sky is a SAI.

We've been sprayed with something since at least 25 years ago when I started paying attention. It's not a “conspiracy theory” (a term specifically created to discredit) that many areas of the country are affected since one need only to look up and see with opened eyes. What stirs conspiracy discussions is when "authorities" deny that anything is taking place, so consequently little official information is forthcoming about what substances have been injected into the atmosphere and what is their purpose. All these years later I suggest that many purposes now exist, including openly-discussed “geoengineering” as developed by scientists at Harvard and MIT who apparently deem it okay to spray nanosized aluminum oxide and other undisclosed chemicals into the atmosphere. I do not concur.

I added this topic because I have information gleaned from a couple of our Lightsmith sessions that I thought others might find interesting. I post little on this subject myself and have not followed-up for years. I have other areas of interest where I prefer to place my attention and energy.

The quotes below are from the year 2000, around the time these phenomena were first being noticed and when questions about this subject were asked by our readers. I have condensed multiple questions and responses into one. Keep in mind this is only what we learned at that time. I can only presume that such activity has multiplied into 2025 and that more details will be revealed as all secrets continue coming to light.

Q. People are witnessing cargo-type airplanes spraying something over cities large and small. The planes sometimes fly at altitudes where no normal condensation trail would be seen, and these flights are in patterns that criss-cross the sky and leave unusual trails that linger and spread. Many people report becoming sick afterward. Are they associated with massive flu-like outbreaks sweeping the country? What are the silver balls that some people report seeing at the same time, and who is doing this and for what purpose?

A. "After the Gulf war there was the discovery of factories making biochemical warfare agents. It frightened many people and they felt that they needed to begin to take steps to protect themselves and the populations. So, there were monies devoted to this and subsequent action. It started about two years ago and is rather experimental in nature, and yet they have not asked permission for the outcomes that are experienced by people, animals, and plants, etc. It is not real “kosher” in terms of how consciousness is operating at a higher frequency. It is very evident of the old control, secrecy, power-over, ‘what they don’t know won’t hurt them’ mentality of a quite large group of those who have a very great amount of money."

"Your governments do not give the people of your country and of the world credit for being intelligent and able to make choices for yourselves. They are still acting in a paternal or patriarchal way. That is perhaps an understatement, but it is true. They fear bio-chemical warfare being used against your populations from those who are considered terrorists, out of their control. Even with their great CIA and other ways of penetrating to find out what's going on they are unable to do so. So, out of fear they are distributing what they perceive to be somewhat like vaccines that you breathe in that will give you some protection to what are some of the known bio-hazards that could be also inhaled via the air."

"It will make you sick because it is toxic material with a certain amount of the bio-chemical substance, the toxin, involved so that you build up a certain resistance to it in small doses and then the hope is that there is more resistance, more toleration of anything that might be distributed. The problem is that those who are creating such weapons have a whole repertoire and to attempt mitigation in this manner against one is really a moot point. It does not really affect the whole of what is possible.”

"And fear, being what it is, is not a good place to act from in terms of how that might affect the whole. So, what we would say is the intention is not "evil" in an old sense of the word...trying to harm...but rather to protect, but out of fear. The government is afraid that people would not be able to handle the information that they have, and that people would react with much fear, which is probably true. In the larger population there would be a panic of some kind. There are those, however, who are able to see differently."

"The silver balls that have been seen are a sort of device that is released into the atmosphere, kind of like a weather balloon, that has a mechanism for measuring what is taking place in the atmosphere while these experiments are being done."

"The organizing body is not the United Nations or NATO or a place where there is up-front communication about these things. The organizing is done by a group of people that are beyond your government. It would be more like a multi-national, corporate structure. Not necessarily always in cooperation with the governments themselves. That is partly why it has been difficult for people to organize against it. It is perhaps not wise for us to say who is involved because it is, in a sense, not in our realm to do that. That’s not our job. That would be beyond what we have permission to do."

"We are reluctant to say much about this because there is already enough fear in your plane to realize that some of what others who project a great amount of fear into it is actually not the appropriate response. The shift in consciousness and raising frequency in the earth plane will lift to light secrets, any kind of unconscious or conscious secrets as is already taking place and is already brought forward. Then you look at those things and bring them to light and make decisions about them."

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My only personal follow-up exchange at that time was also my final inquiry on this subject.

There must be many things that we are not told about by those that withhold information, whether out of fear or for control reasons. I find myself asking how much longer will it be before we’re on the other side of this transition. I sometimes grow impatient in my desire to move beyond this old-story duality experience.

"Well, the world is full of love that is ever-present and all-embracing. If you look only at the surface you see the illusion, and that illusion is dying. And it will continue to find its way to make death its partner and its manifestation. If you look toward love and its fullness and the fullness that it will bring to your experience in a physical, visceral, sensual way, then you will have a very different experience. You will have a very full experience of life, and you will find others and they will find you with that sense of life. And you will share that, and you will share the map of the way to experience and open to that life rather than the fear and the contraction and the death and the illusions...the conditions with the limitations...with the whole way the other has been programmed and taught to be real. So yes, it is hard. It is impossible to be in the old world, the illusions. Don’t try."

Fast forward to 2025. Those filling the air with toxins not only talk about it, they are peddling their actions as virtuous. Solar Radiation Management (SRM) and Stratospheric Sulfate Aerosols Geoengineering (SAG-SRM) to note a couple. All because Climate Change, dontcha know. Since that topic is not the focus of this piece my only comment here is to say that yes, climate continually changes on a living, evolving planet, including times when there has been no ice at all. Is there really an existential “crisis” beyond monied interests trying to justify the need for giving them even more money? I expect the answer to that question will also be revealed in the ongoing process of illusions being dispelled.

Want to dig deeper? Here are two resources. Please note that I do not have to agree with every viewpoint made to say hey, there are other viewpoints.

https://geoengineeringwatch.org/

- A comprehensive website.

https://climatetrails.com/

- A new film.

How do I see it?

Yes. Chemtrails are a thing, a spurious Life-damaging thing.

No. Chemtrails are not contrails. Chemtrails are not contrails. Chemtrails are not contrails.

Maybe. Blanketing the skies with life-damaging toxins and attempting to dim the sun are really bad ideas.

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VACCINES AND VIRUSES

A clear overlap obviously exists between these two subjects since one is often a primary justification for the other. Beliefs once held sacrosanct about either topic are up for fierce debate in some circles while some wonder if the ideologies built around these topics are grounded in fact.

Other perspectives have entered the room.

I again reference and weave together several of our Q&A sessions with the Earth Mother and friends in Spirit, some from years ago and some as recent as 2023. And, these two topics have a theme in common which I will highlight further on.

Viruses

Q. Some people have become adamant that viruses do not exist. That is not my view and I would appreciate some insight on that premise and the purpose of viruses.

Earth Mother: “Well, viruses exist. They are a part of the whole of consciousness, part of the whole of nature, part of the whole. Bacteria exist, part of the whole.”

“Consciousness has been so controlled, top-down, mind-over, and so constricted by the dimension of false control that there needed to be a kind of entity, or whatever you want to call a virus, that basically could replicate the distortion. So, viruses are capable of bringing distortions to the surface, though that is not their only job.”

“Once the distortions dissolve themselves in consciousness, once the consciousness of humanity is opening to more and more of what is of life, wholeness and coherence, then that particular kind of mutational consciousness in that lifeform will evolve too. Viruses haven’t evolved yet because they are still working, but they do continue to mutate. That is their nature. The old overlays are still embodied and the viruses are still materializing the old consciousness. Eventually they will most likely evolve new capacities or their effects will change.”

Q. I have read various views about the Covid virus and others, such as opinions of those who claim this virus hasn’t been isolated, or viruses are just products of cellular breakdown. At the same time, I read how people sequestered in Antarctica, insulated from humanity, are having the experience of Covid infections. So, I ask a broad question about what are viruses, and the meaning of this recent one that gets all the attention. Is it some kind of collective cleansing?

Earth Mother: “It is a collective experience that is jostling consciousness to wake up, basically. So, it’s a kind of virus that affects people differently. It’s individually experienced for one thing, offering a wide spectrum of experience. A wide spectrum from one, supposedly, virus and its evolution. But, it’s consciousness. There can be nothing separate from consciousness. Consciousness is creating the experience that you, all together, are having collectively.”

“The virus is part of life, it’s part of the living system. It’s being used, or been opened in this way because the only way to move through this time of devolution and evolution is individually. And viruses are not just body to body, they’re everywhere. They move around, they fly free on the winds.”

Q. So we are being affected by something external.

“But only if you need it! Your body is your consciousness in physical experience. That’s it. What you experience physically is your experience. It is not the same as other people’s experience. Their consciousness, how they’ve been informed and how they experience things, that’s theirs. So, we’re having this collective experience of being informed individually, collectively uprooting old, old stuff that has been bound not only in your physical bodies but my body…the materialized land, and the trauma that has been experienced all through my body. It’s all being stirred.”

“When people disown their consciousness and their body, and they disown the wisdom that’s within them, they externalize that this is happening TO them. They become a victim with no power and have nothing to do except suffer and go to the hospital, or ask a doctor, or be treated. And this goes for not just this virus. All physical experience is consciousness moving through, or cleansing, or clearing, or awakening, or unearthing, or dissolving or whatever.”

Q. So even if this particular current virus has been altered or created by man, it is still consciousness expressing through….

“…each individual body, each individual person. So, it doesn’t affect children because they don’t have so much built up inside of them. They don’t have a storage of all sorts of things. They’re young. It has affected the oldest first, because they have stored all of the experiences that they haven’t processed, or haven’t unearthed, or haven’t moved through. That’s what is then being released out of consciousness as they leave their bodies, is the backlog of unprocessed experience. In some ways it’s so obvious when you look at it this way. It’s just so obvious that of course children aren’t affected, because this is moving out of the deeper levels of what’s been stored.”

The next excerpt is from 2003 during a global outbreak of SARS-CoV-1. That infection affected about 8,000 people in 32 countries with a case fatality rate of 11%. Covid is considered SARS-CoV-2.

Q. What does SARS (severe acute respiratory syndrome) represent?

Friends in Spirit: “Respiration is taking in the breath of life, and a large contraction is going through humanity at this time. It is happening throughout the world. Various waves of illnesses, diseases, will begin to manifest and they will come in waves. This is one wave. There are others that will follow and bodies are affected.”

“Those who have greater immunity, stronger immune systems, they will not feel the effects so much. Those who have stronger life force will not feel the effects so much, but those whose immunity or the way they have been organized within duality is not so strong, they will feel some of the effects of these waves that go through. Life is transforming, it is shifting, it is changing. Certain structures of consciousness are leaving, dissolving and changing, you know this, you are doing it. In the whole of consciousness, certain things that have been part of life and have been created are also needing to change and to shift.”

“Those who at times do not allow change in their bodies or their lives will often attract a certain challenge physically in a certain part of the body as a means of asking the question: What is it that I need to do, need to change? What am I not allowing to shift or change in my body? Such a disease is a precipitation for shift. It is a precipitation for change, precipitation for greater life and for the body’s need to illustrate lack of movement in life.”

“And we will say this, too. Every time the scientists feel they have control over one of these diseases, another will manifest. The only way to open to being fully protected is to be fully alive and to move within this place where things are changing, are alive. Your bodies, the more alive your bodies are and the more chi, gold, green [frequencies], there is no vulnerability then. But it also means that you need to keep moving in your life. It is not something where you would say, ‘OK, I got it now. Now I rest and go into being status quo for the rest of my life.’ There is a certain energy for life that continues to create itself. Things pass out of your life, and things come into your life.”

Q. In talking about the shifts that our bodies are going through is it possible that we carry viruses within our system that are encoded to bring a particular physical problem into focus at different times in our lives? Do they kind of work with us instead of against us as we often think? (from 2007)

F in S: “Viruses are an interesting creation because they mutate. Mutation is what is partly responsible for the shift of frequency within your bodies. Otherwise, if you had no ability to make any changes your bodies would stay the way they’ve been. So, in some ways you all carry the possibility of mutation. And, there are certain viral agents that are within your bodies that assist that kind of shifting.”

“Do they manifest from within at times to affect timing? Possibly. There is a certain way that they are always working, especially as you open this sequence of process, in a sense. You also are drawing certain viruses to you that are particularly supportive at different times. There are also some viruses that are just latent, and they only operate when called upon, so to speak, and those are the ones that are yet to be revealed in the larger story.”

“Yes, you may have a negative experience of viruses, in the sense that you perceive them as something bad, but if you did not have that quality, you would not be able to shift. So, yes, they are also beneficial.”

Q. I’ve been told that I have some kind of low-grade virus or something in my system. It doesn’t seem to move and I’m wondering if you can comment on this for me. (2005)

F in S: “Viruses mutate and they shift. So, in order to open these places in your own body that have housed or given a space to such it requires transformation or shift of you, frequency wise. It also requires that the place where it is housed in the body be brought into a place of great love. Most often, viruses take up residence where there has been lack of love, so great love is needed to allow that place to be filled and to no longer allow that virus to have a place to live.”

“Simultaneously, that allows a greater shift of frequency within the field. Some see viruses as the counterpart of great evil, and try to eliminate them through all sorts of methodologies. Rather, see them as those things that grew wherever there was a lessening of love, and then open your heart.”

Q. Would you please comment about genital herpes. I have recently suffered the worst outbreak I have ever had. Is there a cure or can it be removed from the body?

F in S: “Herpes is viral in origin and is connected to the root chakra, survival, and life itself in a way in which life is not trusted and where it has been turned against itself in some ways. The more you trust and open the current, working with and opening the places that have been contracted, weak, or blocked, and the more there is a trust of the currents of life to bring all that is needed into creation, then there is the possibility for the body to maintain its health and strength and not manifest this particular disorder in the body. That is its consciousness.”

“It is transmutable rather than removable. It is actually widespread in the population because of the need to transmute the distrust of life.”

And, since this is the one document I will likely produce on this subject, I thought that readers might find this question of interest:

Q. How did AIDS come about and is it caused by the HIV virus?

“Aids is a collective experience of a self-destructive turning against life. It is that which has been the anti-life energies that have tried to constrict, control, and then through a sort of aberration it distorts into something that is against itself. It is in the collective awareness that that has been happening, and in the 20th century particularly there has been more and more and more of it.”

“It is a combination of factors. If you look at collective consciousness, largely the shadow of the collective has been placed on those who have darker skin. Collectively, what has been shoved aside has been projected and coalesced in some ways in the continent of Africa. It is the intense projection of one part of consciousness against another, that split of consciousness that says I am good, I am white, I am superior, I am powerful, I am whatever, and you are less than, you do not deserve to exist. In whatever form; religious, government, political, monetarily, economic……all of those structures.”

“Duality used the concept of separation and then split. So that is the consciousness that is manifested in the disease, and it is a virus that basically acts that way in the human body. It kills its host. It acts against life, and it does so quite efficiently.”

“There is something that is dying within the culture and the collective consciousness and it is actually the separation of the mind from its own unconscious. Once there is a reconnection, an embrace, of the collective unconscious then out of Africa will be born some of the most creative, wonderful, beautiful expressions. It will be wondrous, and creation will rejoice. This won’t happen for quite a while, but it is the birthplace of something yet to come. You may see this in your lifetime, but it will not happen until the collective has owned its own unconscious.”

“Is it a result of the HIV? It is a mutation of the HIV. It is not a direct result, but it is a relative. It cannot be separated completely as some would like, and it cannot be collated completely as synonymous as some would like. It is a mutation. Certain people’s bodies mutate in that direction with HIV. Certain people’s bodies do not mutate in that direction with HIV. Do you understand? Part of it is consciousness within that particular individual. If their consciousness is transforming that old split and matrix, the duality and the perceptions of separation and the anti-life, then they are less likely to have the experience of it mutating. But it does mutate, do you see?”

“How did it come into the population as a whole? It was designed, it was created by human intelligence. It was not just passed on from a monkey. It was created by human intelligence and perhaps was initially thought to be something that could be like biological warfare or some kind of destructive capacity in the populations that someone would like to control or decimate. There are many other such biological weapons, worse actually, that have been created or mutated in clinical settings to become even more difficult to eradicate. Yet it is that which is within the human consciousness as a whole that creates such things, and then calls it forth into experience.”

“So, for people as a whole to blame and then project blame and be angry, and then to feel victimized by that which is outside of them, is to continue the split, continue the separation. Rather, go to that place where there is separation, that awareness, the belief, the perceptions, the consciousness, the concept of separation within that duality matrix and structures of either/or, good/bad, etc. etc. Then transform and dissolve within self. You are within the whole, within the collective, you are a part of the healing and the transformation of AIDS, of HIV, of all the rest of what has been created.”

How do I see it?

Yes. Viruses exist. They are essential aspects of consciousness and integral to our evolution.

No. One does not “eradicate” viruses.

Maybe. All arguments about viruses are polarizing and dualistic when excluding consciousness as fundamental to the discussion.

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Vaccines

I continue with the format of Q & A. This first question was from a mother who during a session back in 2000 asked generally about the need for vaccines, explaining that she chose to avoid them for her children.

F in S: “Certain countries have had low frequencies of consciousness for a long period of time and they are susceptible to certain illnesses that carry certain signatures of that consciousness. In those countries vaccinations are appropriate in the sense that they begin to give the body of consciousness space to open to a greater awareness. It is almost as if with a lessening of the illness or the signature, then there is an ability to hear or integrate more of what is possible.”

“In a country where an illness has largely been abolished such as this culture (United States), then there is more spaciousness and an ability for individuals to not have any commonality with the signature of the illness. It is almost as if you have your own consciousness that is an immunity in its own vibrational nature. That is why you have not vaccinated your children. They have told you that they do not need it. They have consciousness that is not in alignment with these signatures, these illnesses.”

“Hepatitis A is another one that is by and large by signature and attraction. Any major illness that attacks the body in certain ways is either something that is because the body is weakened or has an ability to take in that signature in some way to work with it, to learn from it, to grow from it, to transmute with it. However, your son is not one of them. He probably could be in the same room or the vicinity and his system would not register it. It’s a matter of consciousness, it’s a matter of vibration, it’s a matter of frequencies. In some situations and countries where there is a raising of frequency necessary to move beyond the signature, then vaccinations can be helpful.”

From 1998: Will you explain why 1 in 300 children born in the United States has been diagnosed with autism? Are these children here to teach us compassion, to better care for mother earth, to teach unconditional love and so raise the collective vibration of consciousness? Is autism connected to vaccinations?

“Yes, they could be here to teach. The autistic child has their own inner world where they are not so capable of connecting or making relationships with others. Therefore it calls forth a capacity to relate to the soul directly, not just the manifested perceptual field. When ones are called to soul connection, bypassing the behavior and the inability to connect in the emotional sense, there is then a meeting with these ones. There is also a new skill that is created, to not only gain unconditional love but the capacity to meet all others at the soul level and bypass the appearance that is presented. So, they have a wonderful capacity to gift those who work with them with new skills and new qualities of consciousness.”

“There is a relationship between autism and vaccinations, and that will be more and more uncovered. It’s with particular children who are born with a certain level of sensitivity. They may actually use DNA tests to identify the children who have this sensitivity, and then not inoculate them. The similarity among these children will alert physicians as to their vulnerability.”

Current update and commentary: Yes, DNA screening (MTHFR gene variant for one) is already being done by some parents who are aware of the option. However, vaccine manufacturers and the medical establishment educated by that industry continue to insist that vaccines do not have a causal relationship to autism. This is the same industry that markets toxic products as Safe and Effective despite an abundance of data, including their own, that proves the opposite. On the plus side, their shield of denial is fracturing, destined IMO to shatter with great effect, perhaps finally opening the needed pathways for full revelation and open discussion about this highly controversial subject.

Current estimates are that nationally 1 in 20 boys and 1 in 63 girls are diagnosed with autism, so a disparity of about 3.4 times more boys. Highest in the nation from 2022 data is California with a prevalence of ASD among 8-year-old children at 1 in 19. Recent estimates in 2025 place that number at closer to 1 in 10. Note that in 2016 California eliminated all vaccine exemptions except for medical reasons, but of course correlation doesn’t equal causation <sarc>.

Please note that I am not a recent "anti-vaxxer". I have spent countless hours over two decades educating myself about the reality behind tales told by a trillion-dollar industry well-skilled in making people feel afraid to live. No coincidence that the billionaires who benefit from that extraction of wealth also have the means to sully professionals, politicians and publications with their influence. Those same monied interests also create and control the curricula of western medicine that determines what is taught to medical students who eventually pass along only what they have been told to a public that has been conditioned to put blind trust in them.

A large and rapidly-growing number of resources exist for anyone willing to question what they've heard about vaccines since birth, including mythologies (salvation of smallpox and polio) and beliefs infused like a religion into our collective psyche. It is unfortunate that this subject has become radically politicized when all are affected regardless of tribal affiliations. I will consider it a major turning point in our evolutionary history when the immense pharmaceutical-medical-industrial complex finally succumbs to the karmic weight of its own sordid mis-deeds.

Note: These conversations refer to traditional vaccines. I need add little about the recent “vaccines” built on the mRNA platform. They are already well on their way to being exposed for their questionable upsides and injurious and deadly downsides.

Where do I stand?

Yes. Vaccines can injure children in numerous ways including fomenting autism and chronic diseases, often with treatment options that are life-long and even more profitable than the product that caused injury in the first place.

No. Not all uses of vaccines have serious negative consequences.

Maybe. “Vaccine-preventable diseases” and “Safe and Effective” are little more than crafty marketing slogans.

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So, what’s the most crucial factor missing from virtually all public conversations about vaccines and viruses on any side of an issue?

Consciousness.

I originally thought I might open this observation further but realize it’s too much for the intention of this already long piece. The point has been made. I leave it to the reader to connect dots scattered among the many paragraphs.

I depart with these thoughts:

Earth is the focal point of a grand transformation, and consciousness itself is the director. Humans are experiencing pains of release and contraction as a fundamental new reality is being birthed.

Healing is a return to wholeness, a gathering back of parts that fragmented in duality, which includes a reunification of the self and Self that became split.

As duality dissolves and the restoration of wholeness proceeds, the unconscious becomes conscious and we realize that Self stands as creator in the center of our created experiences.