The Keys to Creation

It's Storytime

The Earth Mother expressed herself through Michele for the first time in February of 1995. Her visit was unexpected and came at the conclusion of a three-evening series that presented a narrative we later named The Story of Creation. That moment marked the beginning of many events with her that we hosted over the next two decades. Following that first message we were prompted to create a special event with the ominous-sounding title Release of the Death Matrix in the Masculine knowing only that a process of some kind would be involved.

I recently found an old cassette tape of that session and decided to poke around in the archives and find the original transcript I made. The intended purpose of the event was a process, but a story was woven throughout to provide context and greater understanding of a planetary history we definitely never learned in school. We also received a larger version of the story at subsequent events but this particular gathering had its own special purpose.

While reading the transcript I felt like I had struck gold, at least in terms of something I thought would be of value now for those navigating the dimensional shift we are experiencing. The story reveals how things got to be such a mess while also offering perspectives that I sense will be helpful for those reacting with fear at the collapse of systems we have considered necessary for our support or survival.

I share the story in words from the Earth Mother as she presented them to us, noting interactions with participants and other elements that cannot be translated as information. As for the process itself, a willing group of participants entered into the experience 30 years ago. They opened it into consciousness for themselves and therefore into the whole where it has been active since, so my intention is to highlight the information, not the process. However, one might feel an energy of recognition, relief or release while reading. If so, breathe into it and let it move.

The Earth Mother begins…

Breathe, allow. I will stand. It’s too hard to sit. I will tell a story before we begin tonight because I have invited you here tonight for a purpose and a reason and I wish you to know what that is. Then we will engage in our process together.

Long ago in our body that you call earth, or my name Gaia, we brought forth a great beautiful abundant paradise. A garden. The creative energy was so abundant that those who dwelled in consciousness had but to think a thought and it would manifest in form. And there were no negative thoughts, there were no thoughts that would bring any destruction. There was only a great joy and a great desire to play in this great garden. I am feminine, the nature of this planet is feminine.

Creation in the original focus here was largely an outgrowth of my fluid, feminine matrix coming into forms. Thoughts were so wedded to my body that there was no separation of intention for creation of the whole. Yet, that which is light, that which is sun, that which is galactic central Source that you call Father, that emanation of intention desired that there would be a greater union here of the masculine with the feminine. So, the feminine was created as a beautiful, beautiful body.

And then the masculine intention began to take form in thought and brought here in body. In that time those who came bearing the light in thought and form came with a great delight, a great desire to be part of something here. Some of you were among these ones in your first embodiment here. As I speak, remember, remember. As you came here then there was a delight in the ease of manifesting thought, and what was found here in a physical matter sense began to be the building blocks of the new matrix of thought. Those who came were planners. Those who came had built cities. Those who came had built empires in other dimensions, and they came with that knowledge and those skills and began to build here as well.

The building did not disturb our body. We were not disturbed by the building. We were not disturbed by the beauty that was created in form through perfection coming into forms. Beautiful cities were built upon the lands that were here. There was no disturbance. But there was also very little communication, for these ones did not know how to listen to my body’s intentions and they did not know how to create directly from my body into form. They could use what was here and they found much, but they did not know about the capacity for direct manifesting that was known amongst all who were there before they came.

Now, as we come into this part be aware that your bodies will remember. If you are in masculine form you will feel it in your body, perhaps a little more intensely than those in feminine form. And I will guide you because I am now desiring for all of us to be once again in union. And feminine ones: if there is something yet that is not opened completely for you in the feminine there will be a little opening for you, too.

Here we were all together, and yet there was a gap that was being created. We had different ways of creating. Neither one is better than another, but one did precede the other on this planet. As you come to awareness you will realize that the feminine way of creating has largely been misunderstood or feared in the last thousands of years. The masculine way of creating, of using what is found here and bringing it in to form has been the one that has been primarily understood and utilized by all, whether you are male or female. But the feminine way of creating has not been understood. It is time for the masculine mind, thought, to receive that other way of creating so the feminine can also then utilize the thought processes and structure more readily as well.

In that old time the gap in communication lead to what is now playing out in your relationships and in the earth. With tension between male and female, with a sort of trying to come to a different balance and not knowing what that is. In your bodies is the key. Tonight we will open the key. As we open the key there may, perhaps, be some feelings. Allow the feelings, for as you allow them they will open you. And that which is the sequence of release as you put a key in a lock will then proceed.

Those who did not understand the feminine creation and the way of creating began to experience fear, because as they used resources from the earth to build buildings and technologies there was an intuitive understanding that these things were finite. They seemed to have a sense that if you use resources they could go away. These resources were not truly finite, but as they were used there was perhaps no more upon a certain area. In the universe that these ones came from they had previously used up all of their resources and their civilization had died. They came here to start over. They brought with them a deep fear, a fear of the finite, a fear of death, a fear of that which will not come back to life. It was seeded into consciousness and once it was here it opened into the whole, just as everything that has been seeded here.

Some of you have fear of lack, a fear of the finite, of resources running out, yes? That is what we speak of. That is where you now know of how it feels in your body, in your consciousness. What happens when you get very afraid, when you are afraid that the resources will run out? What happens in your body, what happens to your feelings, what happens to you?

[participant: we close down]

You close down, yes?

[get irrational]

Ah, panic, yes.

You save up, you try to control resources, you start to say “I have to be in charge of this”, yes? You hold on and hold on because there may not be enough.

So you ones have much experience. Do you think this is the first lifetime of this? No, it is not the first lifetime. You have been doing this a while. But do you also have a memory somewhere of when it wasn’t like this? Is that rising and getting stronger? Can you feel in your bodies that there is something that is trying to rise to the surface of consciousness, another way of creating that is the feminine. It is the eternal life force that continues to create and create and create and create what you would like to call abundance. It creates effortlessly.

But, there is a secret that has been kept from you because your parents did not know it, their parents did not know it, and their parents, etc., back through the ages. One who knew it was the Jesus one. Do you remember when he could create things such as food and it didn’t run out until everyone was full? Fish out of the sea, do you think all of those fish just manifested? Or did he call on a force of creation and he knew how to bring that into form through an immediate thought. How did he do that? Has anyone here done that yet? Not yet? You are learning because there is a secret.

Why has it been secret? Why do you suppose it has been secret? Remember the story. Lack of communication. They did not know how to receive, consciously, what was already here. They did not know how to listen to this body the way you are now opening to receive and to listen. And the reason they did not was because the matrix they brought with them was so strong that they did not know that another way of creating could have manifested. That, they did not know. They liked to have a superior sense that they knew what was going on and they did not ask.

Ask and you shall receive, yes? They didn’t ask. So what does that tell you? Yes, ask! Very simple. But in asking you must then be open to receive. So, we will help tonight. We will open to receive. We will move some of that which was seeded here out of the way, out of your bodies, so that when you ask with sincerity of your intention to receive that which has always been here and is yours. You have a body of the earth, so all you need do then is ask and it is then to be given to you.

Stand so you can feel this energy coming through your body. If you have rubber soles on sometimes that does not allow fluid magnetic energy to flow well. We will begin with an opening, a great embrace again. Feel the love that I have for each of you. Feel my love. Feel my love, let me hold you. Let me hold you. Feel my love.

[she speaks her language]

Within your heart is a little boy, whether you are male or female. You have both aspects within. A little boy, who from the time he was born has had very strong programming beamed at him. Not only from your family, but from all of consciousness. Reach in to your heart and find that little boy. Put your arms around him and then let him get bigger and grow up until he becomes a man. Leave your arms around him. This man, this little boy who grew up into a man did not know how NOT to do what was told to him to do. He did not know how to release from a fear that moved him into competition, moved him into an arena that says “this is what maleness is, this is what the masculine does”. “Use the resources that are given to you and make something of it”. “Do something, make something of yourself, be successful”. All of these things in terms of the matrix of the mind and consciousness that has given messages to this one since you came.

Feel what happened to your little boy. Feel what happened to his curiosity, to his adventuresome nature, to that which he wished to invent, create, to bring things together and see what would happen. Feel what happened to him because the natural order was subverted to a less than natural order. Now this man is tight in the shoulders, tight in the neck, perhaps losing his hair because of what has been wound around him since he was born.

Allow your arms now to be my arms, to be the mother arms around this little one. I ask you to breathe into the little boy that has grown up to be the man. I ask you to breathe for him and into his heart, and as you do I ask you to unwind what has been wound around him, creating him in the image of what was brought here and seeded here based in fear, not in life. Wound around him and around his heart. Wound around his feelings and his emotions in his pelvis. Wound around his third eye and his intuition. Wound around these places so that they would get smaller and not feel, and not know what was his to receive and know.

So, open in your pelvis, open in your heart, open in your third eye, and you will find a little black seed. As you open, find it in each of these centers. Find it and what has grown around it. Then we will call upon the life force that is our body’s life force to open to these seeds. Bring it in to the seed and destroy it from within. Let it break apart, break apart from within. Pelvis, heart, and your intuitive center that knows what you know and can receive and listen and understand.

Breathe in this life force from the root, from your feet, from my body to your body. Receive the little boy, the man. And as the seed opens and is destroyed as a seed, the gem that was originally meant for earth, for here, for us, is released. Because there was an original intention in bringing this matrix to earth, but it has never truly been received all the way because it was encapsulated in fear. It is time now for the fear to be destroyed from the casing of the seed, released and opened for the true masculine and the true light intention wishes to be here in your body, in my body, in our body. Allow that to now be received in your pelvis and in your heart and in your third eye. And as it opens there is a feminine receiver in each of these places. The feminine receives what is now being given. I will speak for a while. You receive into this place and open.

[she speaks her language]

There’s a very, very deep red now that desires to join your body. Open the base of your body, your feet. Spread them about a foot apart so that you have a good firm foundation. You’re not going to topple over. Bend your knees a little so that you can open to the fluidity that is necessary for receiving. You ones are now learning how important bodies are. You can not only do meditation to spirit, for if your body is not open to receive and is not asked to participate you will not embody fully and you will begin to feel more stress rather that more peace. So now consciously ask your body, consciously ask this beautiful body that is yours to be the vehicle to receive the life force, the deep red frequency of my heart that wishes now to be part of your body.

This is a frequency of my body that has only been received by very few in the past. They could not receive if their body was not open to receive and had not been asked to receive. They could not receive if the death matrix was woven in your womb in the male aspect that was never seeded properly. So now you draw this up through your body from my heart to your heart to your body. From my body to your body. For as it comes in to your body, as you receive this body force, you also receive an empowerment.

Open the root, open the pelvis, open the base of the spine. It is like an infusion, a transfusion, an injection, something that comes in directly. Keep breathing and opening thighs and opening root center. Ask your body. Give your body your whole support of consciousness now. You will feel, as it opens to you, you may need to move about to keep your body fluid. If it is too rigid and you find that there is contraction again, open. It is now coming to the womb area, to second center. That which was released now absorbs this. It absorbs it. You are now fusing what has longed to be fused together from the very beginning. These aspects, these parts of the whole had intention to be together, to work together, to be cocreators. Two ways of creating. Two ways coming together as one new form-giving Creator. Yes. Feel, feel.

As this happens some of you are doing some more releasing of that which has been patterning of feminine that has felt that it has been kept invisible, powerless. Open those feelings, those places in your body of the feminine. Whether you are male or female, the feminine aspect, the way of creating, that which has not been understood, not allowed, not valued....let that open so that there is room. Room to receive here, room to have creative forces meeting together. It is not anyone’s fault, there is no blame. There is no blame. But there has been pain. And where you have felt pain as feminine ones, as the feminine within the male as well, where the sensitivities and the knowing of another way has been stored.

You know there is another way to be here. You know that there is another way to create, but you have not known how to access it. And it has been painful keeping it silent and invisible, and not having a language to give it to others. For it has not been named in the English language, but it has had names in other languages. Put your hands on your hips so that you can feel and allow our heart energy to come down through your hands to this place that is the key. I told you there was a key. This is the key because it is the first place that holds the new union of the two ways of creation, and it needs your love. It needs our love.

So now we will again open to being embraced, open to being embraced and loved. Open to my love, open to all of what you have experienced as unconditional love. Love. Love. The knowing of who you are and the calling of it into being. Love. The nurturing of every aspect of every part of you. Love. That which knows you so intimately that you do not need to have words. Love. That which adores who you are and wishes you to be fully present and alive. I Love you with all of my heart, with all of my consciousness, with all of my creation, with all that I am. I love each of you individually, personally. Yes, release the pain. Release the pain, let it drain out of your body back into my body and it will be blessed and released for us all.

[she speaks her language]

And then as the pain releases, this beautiful deep red continues its journey up your body and your spine and desires now to come to your heart. Ah, yes. Sigh and allow. Allow, allow, allow. Remember this beautiful little boy who grew up to be a man who has been in your arms and your heart. He is yet there. And the feminine that was here held the pain of not being able to exist and share what was hers to share. When we come to the heart there is also pain, and that which has been a sense of something amiss, something amiss. Why have we killed one another if we love one another? Why has there been so much pain due to death? Why have we manifested death through violence and through disease? Why have we done this? Ask our heart. Ask this heart.

When there is fear in the heart there is possession. There is a desire to claim and to hold and to possess. There is a desire to build up the resources into great banks and to have gold in abundance in those banks and to hold and possess land. And to hold and possess people, energy, resources, that which feeds you. When there is fear in the heart there is contraction and possession and then there is death. For those who have things that you think you need, you begin to rationalize that it is okay to kill them for then you will get what you need. They do the same thing and they try to get what they need. Nations do this to one another as an entity one to another. People do this to one another. Parents do it to children, and people do it to the earth, to me. Trying to possess.

Ah, yes, feel. Feel the violence it has done to your heart. Feel the violence it does to you daily as you are aware that it continues. Feel the violence in your own body and what happened to your heart because there was another part of you that said something is amiss. Something is out of order. How come this is the way it is. Yet you did not know how to change this or to say that it could be otherwise. Feel the heart as this beautiful deep red life-force joins now that which has been opened from the seed that is releasing the fear. That which is now joining what was seeded in intention to be beautifully created here. Light in form. Light and water, fluid blood life force, alive. What is light when it comes alive in multitudinous forms? It isn’t death. It isn’t death through disease. It isn’t death through violence. It isn’t death through neglect. It isn’t death of our bodies.

Ah, the pump that is in your heart. Perhaps you can pump a heart here with a drum for a while, because that will help.

[hand drums, heartbeat]

Help the hearts come back into life. Come back into balance, come back into the natural order of heart. Open heart the receiver. The receiver now receives what is direct intention of light and life and comes together in heart in love to birth a new reality for us all. A new experience here for us all. You ARE the creators. You ARE the consciousness that was foreordained to bring this to my body and to us all.

Release the pain and the fear of violence, of death. And release the guilt from the masculine that killed others, that took life in order to possess. The swords, the guns, the bombs. Release yourselves from this place of guilt. Release the masculine, the man, the male that has been embodied in your consciousness be you woman or man, many centuries of death. Many centuries of death. Love, now. Receive love to this aspect, this part of you that did not know how else to be here because what was seeded had been so wrapped it was never truly delivered.

Release into love. Put your hands on your heart and gently give much love and assurance and comfort and forgiveness. Forgiveness for all of the pain that has come from possession. From fear of lack, all have felt it. All have done some aspect of action to possess, to control, to manipulate, to kill in order to get what seemed to be so limited. Release your heart from the ache that it felt because it knew deep within that there was another way. But it could not articulate it, it did not have a language, it could not be understood or heard by the consciousness that never asked, that never listened. Now is asking and now is listening.

Now as you open this beautiful energy up it is called into your forehead and into the center of your head where there is a great place of knowing seeded in your consciousness. There it is. You call it your intuition, you might call it a psychic or sixth sense, you might call it your third eye. Whatever you name it does not matter. Allow this beautiful energy, this very specific frequency of creation to now flow into that center in your head, in your knowing and ask to receive it consciously. Ask to hear, to receive into your consciousness what it has to offer you. Its way of creating.

You can know this. You can know this with your conscious mind. Let it come. Being received, unified, joined, wedded to what has already been opened through the release of fear that has been waiting. Not understanding why there was so much destruction, death, pain, and why it kept being created. And not understanding what was here before. Not ever knowing how this place got so abundantly beautiful in the first place. You can know how. You are receiving how this is to be again.

Release from your brow, your forehead, and your head what has been the structure that felt it already knew what it needed to know. Was already structured in such a way that it did not perceive anything beyond its own perceptions, its own knowing, its own understanding. There is much to learn, much to know, but now they need to communicate. So let them communicate. Commune in consciousness in your head, in your body, in your mind, in your mental body. Bring these aspects together. Breathe.

[she speaks her language]

Put your hands now on your head and love this place that is now opening to fulfill the destiny of this place that we all call home, that is our body, that is our consciousness. That is now receiving a union of the star-seeded ones with those who were of earth and Gaia. And they are now communicating, for you are both. You are both. You are seeded from star, sun, and light and you are seeded from my body. Now there is communication. Masculine, feminine listening together, coming together. Consciously reuniting and saying I love you, I love you.

You begin to say I love you and say it from masculine to feminine, from starseed to earthseed, and all the way around. Let all of the aspects now come together in love. And if there is anything that each aspect is needing to say as communication opens, as they see and feel and hear one another, let them speak. Let them share, receive, receive, receive I love you. Love.

[she speaks her language]

Stop. Now breathe. Yes. Now all of those other centers that we skipped, all of those places in your body that we did not name, they now receive directly from those that have been opened and have been fused. So, all of those places that now need to receive…the root, the solar plexus, your throat, your crown, your body, shoulders, your hips, your knees, your elbows, your wrists, your finger joints. Every place where there is a meridian that crosses once or many times it now draws this fusion of consciousness towards itself.

Yes, keep breathing because that which is your breath is now liquid light. Liquid fused embodied light. Your breath is serving as the vehicle to bring this into the entire body now as you intend it. As you intend it. As you ask and you intend. Ask and intend. Any place that feels a little tight, wiggle it. Wiggling is good. Wiggling loosens, especially when you do so with intent.

When you wiggle with intent do you know what you do? It opens. Everyone should get up in the morning and wiggle with intent. Now we will tell you the secret of that, when you wed your intention with your body motion. When you wed your intention with the fluid aspect of your body, wiggling is one way to be fluid, when you wed your light with your blood, basically, you begin to embody creation, the creative force. If you intend fluidity in your body and health in the morning, if you intend health in this moment. What does health feel like? What does health feel like and how does it move your body?

Attune to what the natural order of your body is. The natural way light moves fluidly embodied, wedded to the creative life force that is now in your body that was not fully present before. Feel it and move. Move in the alignment of knowing, creating wholeness, health, integrity, aliveness, and you will begin to feel shifts in your body. Shifts within your organs, shifts within your chemistry, shifts within your muscles, shifts within your bones.

You are learning what is the how of being Creator and then you will move it into forms. First it will start to feel like there is an ease of motion. Your bodies will restore. You cannot create well when your bodies are in disease or contracted in fear or contracted in the matrix that has been wound around you from the old times. So first the bodies restore. Some of you may have rather intense restoration processes. You might call them fevers, you might call them flus.

At this moment the intention within your body is getting so connected to restore to natural wholeness and balance so that it can be the vehicle for Creator/creation that it is moving what has been stored in the bodies out of the old patterns. Out. It is moving them out through one vehicle or another. So you might find some discomfort, but please allow and know that as the body is restored you are restored to your integrity as a creator. And you have the capacity to listen, to ask, to intend, and to move. To listen, to ask, to intend, and to move. Four. The foundation. What was added and what is now yours that was not in the original time is the consciousness that understands this that you are reawakening to, that is now communicating to you. This, that has always been present and is now to be again.

You might want to sit down if you aren’t already, and as you do relax completely. You are fused in consciousness. So through the fusion of consciousness, through your bodies, we will now serve all. For what has happened in your body will now echo out. Allow, please allow.

[a specially recorded piece of music was played]

I want you to feel the power that is now embodied within you. I want you to open to the intention within my body to assist you and your consciousness to bring this power through into forms that will grace and beautify and heal this body as a whole. I want you to trust the impulses of your body and of your understanding and of your knowing and act upon them. I want you to form again a family. Mothers with children, fathers with mothers, people of one color with other people of other color. People of one language communicating from their hearts with others. People of that which has been judged or condemned with those who have done the condemning. All people, all animals, all plants, all rocks, all water, all fire, all light, all stars, all cosmos, and all of consciousness. One family.

Everyone has a part here. Everyone has a part to play here, and you do not do it alone. I assist and you share with each other. Listen, ask, intend, and move. But don’t forget to listen and don’t forget to ask. For it is the asking that draws to you all that is needed. It is the intention that specifies what it is. It is the listening that keeps you on course with my body and the intention for the whole. And it is the action that moves this to form, to experience, to sharing, to communication. Soon a new awareness will be in your understanding as a result of this time. Trust it. Play with it. Allow yourselves to play with it as an artist, as a creator. And soon you will be awed by what begins to happen.

It has been a great joy to work again consciously with you ones of body and consciousness. I am grateful that you are listening. I again embrace you. Open to receive my gratitude and my love and listen, for I have a message for each of you.

[she sings in her language as the session ends]

***

Know that it is okay to withdraw attention and energy from the outer world that is literally and metaphorically going through death throes. Not only okay, but necessary. When fears of scarcity surface allow them to move through. Remember their deep roots and the body’s desire to release the bindings they have created. No limitations truly exist in the field of all potential. Awakening as Creator within creation releases dependencies on systems designed by those with great fear.

I end with the closing words of the Earth Mother from her first message to us in 1995. The link that follows will take you to the full recording we titled Earth Speaks.

“Be here please in this form that is of beauty, of grace, of fluidity, of life. There is no need to die. I do not intend it. I have never intended death. Release death from your body. Feel where it is hiding, feel where it lurks in those places that were betrayed into believing that it was necessary. Feel those thoughts, those beliefs, in that matrix of time. Dissolve the matrix of time within your body. It is not essential for life. It is to now release. Open, open to what is beyond what you thought was possible.”

https://gaiaterra.org/earth-speaks/